Or as it's widely know.......Co-Sleeping!
I don't know about anyone else, but after almost five months of it, I think it's crib time. I realize how awesome co-sleeping is to a nursing mom. You never have to make a trek to the crib or bassinet to retrieve a fussy hungry baby, nurse, put the baby down to sleep, and repeat. Instead you get the luxury of just rolling over a short distance, and feeding the baby, then going back to sleep. Now......right there, in that last step is where my problem lies.
I can't go back to sleep, or even sleep semi-soundly, and it's killing me. I wake up from a shallow sleep everyday exhausted, and looking for ways to sneak in a nap. The biggest reason I'm up is because my little girl takes in snacks, or nibbles all night, in lieu of a "real meal". My nipples are "working" from the time I hit the hay, until the time I get up to get the boys going in the morning, and then again until Hana goes down for her 9 am or so nap. All this nibbling keeps me from sleeping, since I wake easily.
One night I was so sleep deprived and my LO was crying, I rolled over and scooped her up, then proceeded to give her my boob. She kept fussing and I was thinking "uggh! just drink already"......I sleepily looked down to see her swiping at my breast and fussing....turns out I was poking her in THE EYE WITH MY BOOB! I felt soo bad, but It was kinda funny.
All in all, I don't know how to "fix" this. I don't know if putting her down in the crib will help......most likely I'll end up having to "teach" her to sleep without boob-cifiers. It's my fault anyway.....I guess I should have not choose to co-sleep, or maybe I'm doing it wrong......
Suggestions please..................anyone have any advice for a sleepy moo-moo co-sleeper?
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1 comment:
Don't be so hard on yourself! Between sleep deprevation and being frustrated you are doing your very best!
I know how it is from personal experience! We moved our baby girl out of our bed and room at 7 months (so 3 months ago), and still she finds her way into our bed in the middle of the night, after which I cannot sleep soundly. BUT, at least I get a few hours of sleep BEFORE she joins our bed.
I know it's not prefect, but I'm sure at this point you'll apreciate even just a few hours of good sleep. Good luck!
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